Finding my footing...
Hey everyone! I can finally say that things are starting to get better. My divorce is now official, my daughter knows about the separation, and she seems to be handling it well. Things finally seem to be settling down a little.
Unfortunately, my anxiety attacks have come back because of this new routine. I spend a lot more time home alone now, since my daughter sometimes sleeps at her dad’s place. It makes me feel uneasy and a little lost, like I don’t really know what to do with myself. I wouldn’t say I’ve become unable to function, but it’s been taking a huge amount of effort to keep working and getting things done.
My PhD has also hit a few bumps along the way. I managed to publish a paper, but I still haven’t started my main experiment because we’ve been having some issues at the lab.
My creative side is slowly starting to come back, though, and that’s usually a good sign. When I feel like creating again, it means I’m finally starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel.
Take care, everyone ♡